I Lost My Smile by CeePomaa

I have done a lot of wrongdoings to myself and I have been mad at myself for too long😫. I ridiculed myself by belittling my drive to succeed, I compared my dignity to lust, I looked down at my smartness because the world told me I don't deserve the best😭, I even slammed the door at my will for excellence, I condemned my beauty and neglected my will to standout, I gave up on myself at the slightest challenge I failed to defeat, I shut my heart to love because people neglected my pure feelings of love😩. I made choices that made me dwell in regrets😭. I have been ashamed of who I am and what I have become, I have lost my smile, where do I start from😭? How can I forgive myself🙈? When will I ever forgive myself?😢

The most important phase of self-growth is forgiveness. Forgiveness is the key to recognizing how precious you are. Forgiveness is love.

Why are you still dwelling in the shade of past regrets? Why are you still bitter about the wrong choices you made? When are you going to stop hating yourself for allowing the wrong people into your life?🤷🏽‍♀

Dear one, it's time for you to forgive yourself for the hurt you have ever put yourself through. Forgive YOU! Your past doesn't define your future, your wrong choices shouldn't damage the good in you. Forgive yourself and stop hating you🙅🏼‍♀. You have carried too much pain in your heart for too long. The hurt, bitterness, and hate towards yourself is enough. 

It's time for you to lower the burden in your heart. It's time to Love yourself and appreciate yourself because that's the only way you can love others.

You are just about to be the best version of yourself, therefore, don't give up on yourself now, DON'T. 🙏🏾